I'm a Junior in high school.
it all started in the 8th grade...
I was with my friends and he was with his. I turned around and he was staring at me. I've never had eye contact like that before. it's really hard to explain but I'll try. it was almost like he was seeing through me and it truly felt like everyone and everything else had disappeared for a couple of seconds only because we were so focused on each other. we stared at each other back and forth for at least an hour, both of us too nervous to make a move. my friend and I left and I didn't think much of the whole thing. I was one of those flirty, social kind of girls so it was just fun for me.
next time I saw him was grade 9 at high school. I turned around and he was staring at me. I didn't have any classes with him but he would stare at me every time I saw him in the hallway and look away when I looked back. sometimes I would act like I didn't notice just to see how long he would stare. I found out his name from a friend of mine. I asked her about him and she said he was smart and told me about a presentation that he had done about anti depressants. he said that his mom had hyper thyroidism and was on the pills. my mom had hyper thyrodism too. really ironic things would happen...like we never had any classes together but we just so happen to pass each other in a big high school with over 2,000 people a couple times a day for two years. there's a twist in the story though...I had changed a lot since he first saw me. I was struggling with depression and had became very antisocial, careless about making friends and my school work, and rude; the exact opposite of how I was when he first saw me.
the whole staring thing went on from around winter time to the end of the year.
Over the summer I thought 'okay, this guy doesn't even know me. there's no way he still likes me.'
first day of school of my sophmore year. I was looking at my schedule. I looked up and he was staring at me. I wasn't so much depressed at this point but I had become very shy because I wasn't used to talking to people. we have an advisory period where they take attendence and coincidentally mine was right next to his. I was recruited to be in a group that a couple of his close friends are in. we both just so happen to have the same english class the same period right across the hall from each other and it seemed like we would always end up in the hallway at the same time near each other. he would always stare at me every time he saw me. this deep, penetrating stare that I've never had before. all of these coincidences and we had never even spoken to each other before.
I'm a Junior now and every time he sees me he acts like I'm not there. there were a couple of times when he was looking at me and he thought I didn't notice but my attitude is just ';whatever. take it or leave it'; I don't know if he just gave up or felt like I rejected him but I guess it doesn't really matter now and what is meant to be will be.
I was leaving class (his class is right next to mine) and talking to one of my friends. I noticed when he came out he was looking at me but I'm not sure if he was listening. coincidentally when I started walking like 3 or 4 of his friends were next to me and in front of me and he was behind me. he was cussing like every other word. lol seriously. I turned to look at him and he just stopped talking and it got really quiet. I turned around and kept walking and he went back to his cussing.
I was wondering if it meant anything that it got so quiet and that he stopped? or why did his friends look at me when I was walking between them?
I appreciate it if you've made it this far!!GUYS- TRANSLATION PLEASE!!!!? MALE ADVICE?? I would really appreciate it....?
wow the first half like the same thing happened to me but it started in 6th grade and stopped when he went to a new school in 9th then he came back this year (were juniors) and it happens again lol.
i think they were probably checking you out when you walked by and he was swearing alot to get your attention. then when you turned around he felt awkward or stupid and then when you turned back it was probably just to awkward to remain silent so he started again.GUYS- TRANSLATION PLEASE!!!!? MALE ADVICE?? I would really appreciate it....?
My god, do you talk a lot!
He thinks you're attractive...
but you haven't responded?
so he's not sure if you think anything of him. at all.
maybe if you said something to him...
hello
hi
hey
anything?
wow very long and interesting story!!!!
well yall should really meet each other...dont be shy to talk and have a good friendly conversation [:
and his friends looking at you and him getting quit when u looked at him...i think i know why they did that
im a guy and when i tell my friends i kinda like this girl they tend to look at her and try to mess with me....haha idk guy friends are like that...and if i was talking and the girl i liked looked at me i would probably get quite too because i would get this nervous vibe....
good look wit the guy!!..lol [:
get his email addy and just talk over the computer.
- much easier then facing someone face to face, once you got to know him abit, then talk to him face to face.
mmmm...........wow. this is probably love. i dont know anybody who just stares and to try to act cool guys will start swearing. point is you should just talk to him about anything, if you like him and he seems engaged in what you are saying just try to keep getting closer.
Lucky for you I felt like reading tonight, haha. Well seems to me that this boy does like you, and his friends know that, and I guess they Just stare at you so you will just talk to him already. Seriously, get out from behind the curtain and go talk to him, even if its only for a minute. :)
-T
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