GIRLS WHAT SHOULD I DO GUYS TOO??? I NEED ADVICE!!?

the 8th of december my girlfriend and I had a discussion it was ok, she went out with her friends. I call her back an when she answered I hang up on her this happened four times. I was mad and wasn't thinking so we had a fight over the phone she said she would call me when she got home she did but I was asleep you know. that same day I called her because I needed to talk to someone and she said that we would talk in the evening but yet she went out. she knows that my grandmother suffers from leukemia an was diagnosed with bone cancer that day so I just wanted to talk to someone I really regret what I did because I love her an it hurts. talked to her 4 weeks ago an she said I had changed allot an that we had to take a break she said that she doesn't know how we would fix this, I love her I just want things to be the same. after that she hung up I said I love u and she said I love u too. she agree to talk an we did she broke up with me an I gave her 2 dozen roses an a letter an a picture that we looked very happy an she called me her baby an sweety kissed me an started crying she kissed me many times an said she just couldn't love anyone . I wasn't able to give her space an she said she loved me kissed me an broke up with me, she said that she loved me but couldn't be with me at this time. what should I do if wi both love each other?


I called her 2 weeks ago an she said to giver her time an that we weren't going out anymore.I asked her if she would have dinner with me in January an she said yes since Iam going on a trip. I believe her mom talked to her because her mom told me that she wasn't ready to settle down? an that this things happened to young people me been 21 an she 20 her mom made it sound like we were getting married or something. I returned from the trip an didn't talk to her while I was there six days. called her the 23rd an her mother answers an tells me that her daughters cell was hers now, an that she would get one for christmas. so later my ex calls on that same cell an tells me how could you call my mother, an I was like i didn't know this was your moms number you know.she said she was tired an told me that she wasn't feeling like talking to me because she was on those days, I will talk to you later an hang up haven't talk to her since. Iam dying here because I remember alot of happy memories. I saw her this last weekend in a club with her friends an she didn't even say hi, after the club we had a disscussion an she said she couldn't be with me at the time because she was messed up in the head, I reply ed what she said an she slapped me, I got mad we argued more. I told her many things but never disrespect an said that I wouldn't lose my time anymore I dont think its worth it. She got very upset an she told me that she couldn't be with me because she was deeply in love with some one else she new long ago. So I told her all we had was a lie?? an she said how could you an said ';Im worth it im worth it'; crying an said **** you. what should i Do? Have I lost her?? Thanks guys for this been so long just want advice, HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!!!GIRLS WHAT SHOULD I DO GUYS TOO??? I NEED ADVICE!!?
Sorry man. i hate to tell you this but its time to move on bro. I know from experience that girls will confuse you real bad and im not so sure if they even know they confuse us. But move on , you can find some one that will treat you better trust me. I used to think my ex was the one but now i laugh at even thinkin that. I thought i was going to die with out her but know that jsut seems funny.

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